We are getting ready to move a heavy piece of furniture
Its my plan
I want all the moving-into cabin to be over
DH, however, wants to wait a couple of weeks when we are having some friends over for the weekend so he has some help moving the stuff
I tell him that I will be help enough
But I am not
And DH has to do the bulk of this without assistance
DH tells me exasperatedly " who will follow all your crazy plans when I am dead and gone "
"Dont ever say that "I tell him "I will have nothing without you"
But he has made me think
Does love just go when those that love you are gone ?
It makes me think of my friend who got divorced
She said "Our love ended.. I dont think I ever was in love to start with"
But I dont agree
I think she is re-writing her memory, to cope with her loss
Today's heartbreak does not take away yesterday's love
Most people talk about life as a journey
I dont like the analogy
It implies that when you have moved to a new place in your life - the old place no longer exists
I think it does
I prefer to think of life as a collection of all I have been and all I have felt
A collection I will always have
All existing together
Not bound by time
I think, one day a wrinkled rheumy-eyed me will read this
And remember that
Once there was a little family and I was the heart of it
Once I was beloved
Once I was beautiful
And when the old K read the words of the young K .. that young K will not feel so far away
And she will be there again
At the beginning
This is why I write my story
This is why I take pictures
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