Frequently when expectant parents are asked if they want a boy or a girl
They say - "I dont care - as long as its normal and healthy "
But some of us, like me, we don't get that normal child
And instead of being the end of joy like we thought it was
It can become the beginning of it
Like it did for me.
No- my child is not closer to god (or atleast not more so than any other child ), or possessing of some special gifts
And yet I many days , I am happy
Some days because of what happens , some days in spite of what happens
One of the gifts of autism has been that it has made me examine happiness - the hows and whys of it
Here are some of my happiness insights
Secret 1: Choosing to be happy
Bear with me here - if you are the sort of person that says - well-what-if-you-were-being-tortured-by-a-serial-killer-could-you-then-choose-to-be-happy?????
I would answer - no perhaps happiness is not a choice in that very specific situation
But, barring these exceptions - most of the times we can in fact choose to be happy
Even in a day like today - when my car broke down, work basically involved taking 2 steps forward and 4 steps backward, my son vomited, I found out that I really could not get out of that cell-phone plan - there were plenty of good things
Secret 2: Using exaggerated positive words and not exaggerated negative words
How many times do we use language like
"The presentation was a disaster"
I could have died of shame"
"I made a total fool of myself"
" those moms must think I am such an idiot"
"How do I keep gaining pounds back again - I have zero will power"
"My head is going to explode"
In this way, we interpret and describe our experiences and our life to ourselves
Secret 3: Experience life don't perform in it
When you think of your life- think about trying to experience it with joy.
Don't think about how well you are performing in life in your various roles as a woman/wife/mother etc
My friends and I often talk about the to-do list that we all seem to have running in our heads
The project to complete , the next hill to take, modify that IEP , clean that kitchen, make those cupcakes for school
And yet , surely we were put on earth to do more than lose weight and clean kitchens
Even when those chores are necessary, its so important to not define myself by how well we do tin hem
Secret 3: The secret of positive thinking ...is to think negatively in the short term
Expecting things to go wrong and thinking of that as normal is one of my main ways of being positive
I know its very counterintuitive but try this today
Expect that every other thing that you do will not go as well as you thought it would
The thing you should visualize with positive thinking - is that when things go wrong ..you will be okay with it !
Secret 4: The Secret
A few years ago this book came out "The Secret"
Everybody talked about the laws of attraction and how by thinking of good things the universe would send those things your way
Its also one of those seductive theories that are impossible to disprove
If something good happens - Guess what? You attracted it with all those positive thoughts
If something bad happens? - well clearly you were not positive enough !
I don't believe in the secret - but for far off things we have no control over - I think it kind of works
Because it changes our behavior. And that can change of the outcome
Secret 5 : Practicing Gratitude
Think of yourself as lucky and blessed.
If you know where your next few meals are coming from - you are luckier than a 3rd of the world.
The problem is that we usually tend to compare with those who seem more fortunate than us
The other day we were discussing an article about how Facebook can lead to feeling depressed
For special needs mums - it can be special stab in the heart
As our friends post about their perfect children - we wonder how we started the same way and then went on these separate paths
A friend had this insight that people only post about the perfect bits of their life and maybe in reality their real lives are different than their facebook lives
While that is true to an extent, I think it is quite likely that some people have it easier than us ( just as some others have it harder than us )
But the point is not how much better or worse we are doing than someone else
The point is really how we feel about ourselves and our life
Secret 6 : Happiness takes practice
Most people think of happiness as a result of some event
But I feel that happiness is a practice .
Neurologist says "Neurons that fire together, wire together "
Every time you walk down a neurological path thinking thoughts like "I am grateful" Life is good", you make it easier to walk down that path again
The world is a very good place. It is also sometimes an awful place
Both these things are true
But I try to be the sort of person that say life is mostly good and people are basically nice.
In this way I frame my life to be the sort of life that is good to be in
This post has been written for Hopeful Parents and will be published there tomorrow
They say - "I dont care - as long as its normal and healthy "
But some of us, like me, we don't get that normal child
And instead of being the end of joy like we thought it was
It can become the beginning of it
Like it did for me.
No- my child is not closer to god (or atleast not more so than any other child ), or possessing of some special gifts
And yet I many days , I am happy
Some days because of what happens , some days in spite of what happens
One of the gifts of autism has been that it has made me examine happiness - the hows and whys of it
Here are some of my happiness insights
Secret 1: Choosing to be happy
Bear with me here - if you are the sort of person that says - well-what-if-you-were-being-tortured-by-a-serial-killer-could-you-then-choose-to-be-happy?????
I would answer - no perhaps happiness is not a choice in that very specific situation
But, barring these exceptions - most of the times we can in fact choose to be happy
Even in a day like today - when my car broke down, work basically involved taking 2 steps forward and 4 steps backward, my son vomited, I found out that I really could not get out of that cell-phone plan - there were plenty of good things
Secret 2: Using exaggerated positive words and not exaggerated negative words
How many times do we use language like
"The presentation was a disaster"
I could have died of shame"
"I made a total fool of myself"
" those moms must think I am such an idiot"
"How do I keep gaining pounds back again - I have zero will power"
"My head is going to explode"
In this way, we interpret and describe our experiences and our life to ourselves
Secret 3: Experience life don't perform in it
When you think of your life- think about trying to experience it with joy.
Don't think about how well you are performing in life in your various roles as a woman/wife/mother etc
My friends and I often talk about the to-do list that we all seem to have running in our heads
The project to complete , the next hill to take, modify that IEP , clean that kitchen, make those cupcakes for school
And yet , surely we were put on earth to do more than lose weight and clean kitchens
Even when those chores are necessary, its so important to not define myself by how well we do tin hem
Secret 3: The secret of positive thinking ...is to think negatively in the short term
Expecting things to go wrong and thinking of that as normal is one of my main ways of being positive
I know its very counterintuitive but try this today
Expect that every other thing that you do will not go as well as you thought it would
The thing you should visualize with positive thinking - is that when things go wrong ..you will be okay with it !
Secret 4: The Secret
A few years ago this book came out "The Secret"
Everybody talked about the laws of attraction and how by thinking of good things the universe would send those things your way
Its also one of those seductive theories that are impossible to disprove
If something good happens - Guess what? You attracted it with all those positive thoughts
If something bad happens? - well clearly you were not positive enough !
I don't believe in the secret - but for far off things we have no control over - I think it kind of works
Because it changes our behavior. And that can change of the outcome
Secret 5 : Practicing Gratitude
Think of yourself as lucky and blessed.
If you know where your next few meals are coming from - you are luckier than a 3rd of the world.
The problem is that we usually tend to compare with those who seem more fortunate than us
The other day we were discussing an article about how Facebook can lead to feeling depressed
For special needs mums - it can be special stab in the heart
As our friends post about their perfect children - we wonder how we started the same way and then went on these separate paths
A friend had this insight that people only post about the perfect bits of their life and maybe in reality their real lives are different than their facebook lives
While that is true to an extent, I think it is quite likely that some people have it easier than us ( just as some others have it harder than us )
But the point is not how much better or worse we are doing than someone else
The point is really how we feel about ourselves and our life
Secret 6 : Happiness takes practice
Most people think of happiness as a result of some event
But I feel that happiness is a practice .
Neurologist says "Neurons that fire together, wire together "
Every time you walk down a neurological path thinking thoughts like "I am grateful" Life is good", you make it easier to walk down that path again
The world is a very good place. It is also sometimes an awful place
Both these things are true
But I try to be the sort of person that say life is mostly good and people are basically nice.
In this way I frame my life to be the sort of life that is good to be in
This post has been written for Hopeful Parents and will be published there tomorrow
12 comments:
Fantastic! Just what I needed as well, sending you loads of prayers for eternal and continuous happiness!
So much wisdom in this. I love the idea of practicing gratitude.
xo
K, from all of your posts, it is obvious that these secrets you wrote about today are not just words that you say, but beliefs you truly hold and practice. Thanks for articulating your great attitude so well.
Choose to be happy and plod on :) is the only way I believe it too. Work on the good stuff...I had to laugh at number three because this is what the hubby does...expect the worst and be happy when it does not come true...we often argue about that approach he says he is a realist when I call him a pessimist.
Neurologist says "Neurons that fire together, wire together " SNAP!!
I used this very saying in my last post.. how funny is that! :)
It is wonderful to have a positive attitude as it makes life so much easier to deal with. I must admit that I don't think of the worst thing that could happen.. but then again, I don't think of the best think that could happen.
Apologies for my next Hopeful Parents post... it is not a happy one! :(
So much good stuff in this post!
Great post!! You are always so positive and I strive to be. I will have to keep these things in mind!!
So well-said! We are all lucky to benefit from your wisdom.
Thanks for the information ... Very nice article
I have found your blog and am so glad. I love your positivity and I strive to be a positive voice as well. You are so right, happiness IS a choice and we all do have a lot to be grateful for. I will go and read your older posts, your title suggests you practise Floortme? We are big believers in that philosophy as well. Thanks for reading, I will be back :)
I have read that book. The Secret. And I get idea in it. But however when it is the real life, to be honest I couldn’t keep thinking as like that and who knows that I fail how many times. So I guess you don’t only read and share these with us but you also believe it. And it is so nice that you can do it. And it seems that you are really good on it. I hope one day I can do that too rather than just read it.
You are a smart lady. One of my darlings is different. A kiss for you and one for R too.
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